#PRAYFORME

assalamualaikum khaleefah dunya'

This entry gonna be the longest entry that i've ever post before. :)

for those who read this entry.. 

im really sorry for this blog's flaws..

im truly sorry cause i don't have much time to edit it.

act, im really trully lazy

and sometimes my laziness has become overload *maaf grammar terabur.

act, im really didn't care about my blog.

guess whut? now im writing for a new post. 

and im feel really awkward...

hrm .... dear visitors ...

this entry , 

im gonna share u with a stories...

last oct , i had faced my examination

ANIMPORTANTEXAMINATIONFORMEACTUALLY.

P.T.3

truly said, i dont want to put any hope of the results.. and im really regret on what i'm doing all of this 3 years. im keep playing and enjoying myself without studying hard. im really really regret and i want to do better on next year. you know whut? last year, i push myself to study hard and a little harder than before... but then i was thinking.... why did my result isnt worth at all? it isnt nothing compared to my hardwork... truly said im really want to ask Him... why? but i know.. if anything happens there must be a reason... and He must plan something better for me... Sometimes i think, why did He give me this test? i really want to achieve my ambitons.. even though i didn't know what im going to-be when i grow up soon. im really jealous with my friends who get excellent on their results... so after that, i starts follow them. i study just like them.. anything they do.. im following them.. but why did my results didnt same w them? where is my fault? but then i realised... actually i just need to be near with Him.. Im really far from him.. really far.. Im really good at hostel.. im always come to the musolla before azan ... im always recite al-quran and hafaz it *it is one of our responsiblity as im stayed at tahfeez scholl... im always do good things when im at hostel or even at school... but actually im really opposite of me at hostel when im stayed for 3 days at home each 2 weeks every month. im verry lagho*bahasa senang laa ... im always pray at the end of that prayer. i didnt touch any Quran at my home... How mean of me... How Jaheel of me.... Im really enjoyed with this useless gadget... young generation now.. this time.. i really want to change *taubah... this thing isnt easy as we can say it is verry dificult cause u need to istiqomah it forever.. soo... dear visitors and readers.. i hope you guys pray for me and pray for my taubah and my #henshin ...


last word: ppl said "dont look at you back, just go forward."

but for my opinion, sometimes u just need to look at you past so that u will take a lesson and make a change and dont ever take the negative points.

guys.. dont repeat my mistake... starts work hard from now.. fight for dunya and dont forget to fight for akhirah.. 

that's all from me.. sorry cause im not really good in eng and sorry if this entry annoys you and sorry if this entry was verry long haha assalamualaikum see you soon :)