Assalamualaikum dear visitors. 

what date is today? 4th june of 2016 and there's one day left before Ramadhan insyaAllah. 

guys. as i told you before, i wanna get change. i wanna be the new adilah. i wanna leave the dark of me behind. but iadmit it. its truly dificult as solving additional math questions. truly dificult. 

this year im gonna face a big examination. Sijil menengah agama. i bet many ppl thought dat dis exam is not important as spm or pt3 . open ur eyes widely guys. 

truly said im really scared and sometimes my heart keep pounding when i remember bout sma. bcs dis exam shows my hardwork since i studied at my scholl for 4 years . 

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mok, dilah nak balaja. tapi tak kuat. dilah nak tunjuk, tapi dilah ego. i want to show u, i kenduit. ya allah dahsyatnya ujian Mu Ya Allah. 

bantu aku Ga Allah. 

ربنا اتنا في الدنيا حسنه وفي الاخرة حسنة وقنا عذابالنار. 

the new me?

assalamualaikum for those who read this entry right now..

so as u know .. today is the last day of 2015

means pages 365 of 365

haha yeah. 

guys i just wanna wish u 


HAPPYNEWYEAR :)


may allah grant u more barokah ameen.




so .. the new pages 


the new me insyaALLAH...


amin. thanks for reading! 

assalamualaikum

#PRAYFORME

assalamualaikum khaleefah dunya'

This entry gonna be the longest entry that i've ever post before. :)

for those who read this entry.. 

im really sorry for this blog's flaws..

im truly sorry cause i don't have much time to edit it.

act, im really trully lazy

and sometimes my laziness has become overload *maaf grammar terabur.

act, im really didn't care about my blog.

guess whut? now im writing for a new post. 

and im feel really awkward...

hrm .... dear visitors ...

this entry , 

im gonna share u with a stories...

last oct , i had faced my examination

ANIMPORTANTEXAMINATIONFORMEACTUALLY.

P.T.3

truly said, i dont want to put any hope of the results.. and im really regret on what i'm doing all of this 3 years. im keep playing and enjoying myself without studying hard. im really really regret and i want to do better on next year. you know whut? last year, i push myself to study hard and a little harder than before... but then i was thinking.... why did my result isnt worth at all? it isnt nothing compared to my hardwork... truly said im really want to ask Him... why? but i know.. if anything happens there must be a reason... and He must plan something better for me... Sometimes i think, why did He give me this test? i really want to achieve my ambitons.. even though i didn't know what im going to-be when i grow up soon. im really jealous with my friends who get excellent on their results... so after that, i starts follow them. i study just like them.. anything they do.. im following them.. but why did my results didnt same w them? where is my fault? but then i realised... actually i just need to be near with Him.. Im really far from him.. really far.. Im really good at hostel.. im always come to the musolla before azan ... im always recite al-quran and hafaz it *it is one of our responsiblity as im stayed at tahfeez scholl... im always do good things when im at hostel or even at school... but actually im really opposite of me at hostel when im stayed for 3 days at home each 2 weeks every month. im verry lagho*bahasa senang laa ... im always pray at the end of that prayer. i didnt touch any Quran at my home... How mean of me... How Jaheel of me.... Im really enjoyed with this useless gadget... young generation now.. this time.. i really want to change *taubah... this thing isnt easy as we can say it is verry dificult cause u need to istiqomah it forever.. soo... dear visitors and readers.. i hope you guys pray for me and pray for my taubah and my #henshin ...


last word: ppl said "dont look at you back, just go forward."

but for my opinion, sometimes u just need to look at you past so that u will take a lesson and make a change and dont ever take the negative points.

guys.. dont repeat my mistake... starts work hard from now.. fight for dunya and dont forget to fight for akhirah.. 

that's all from me.. sorry cause im not really good in eng and sorry if this entry annoys you and sorry if this entry was verry long haha assalamualaikum see you soon :)

 
 

Assalamualaikum :)

Lama tak update. i think... almost 2 years right? 

Alhamdulillah , hari penuh barakah ni, ALLAH beri peluang untuk aku hidup di muka bumi. Alhamdulillah, hari ni juga 3 januari bersamaan 12 RabiulAwal 1436 Hijrah. Hari lahir nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Alhamdulillah, aku diberi peluang untuk merayakan hari ini. Aku mendoakan kesejahteraan nabi, kekasih Nya, aku berharap suatu saat nanti aku akan berjumpa dengannya.

Wahai Rasulullah, 

Tahukah kau bahawa aku amat merindui mu. 

Tahukah kau bahawa aku memerlukanmu untuk membimbing ku yang lemah lagi tidak berdaya melawan gelodak nafsu yang membara.

Tahukah kau bahawa aku tak kuat hidup di dunia yang penuh dengan perkara yang engkau tidak sukai. 

Tahukah kau bahawa terkadang aku terasa seolah aku tidak memiliki apapun, 

aku tersungkur.

aku jatuh.

aku lemah.

aku terasa rendah.

aku hina.

aku dicaci.

waktu itulah, aku teringkatkan Sang Pencipta yang sentiasa menemani ku, 

yang sentiasa memerhatikanku,

yang sentiasa ada ketika ku susah, ketikaku jatuh.

YA RASULULLAH,

aku perlukan mu, aku perlukan ALLAH :')

ASSALAM !! COMEL-2 :DD

cenggini un ade . Haha . ske-2 :DD

Assalam . kite dah obses ngn kotak comel nhe . comel sangat . tgk nhe .

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA :DD

Assalam .
Hah , pejam celik , pejam celik , rupe-2nye dah sampai bulan ramadhan dah . Ape azam korang tahun nhe ? Sye berazam tanak mencarut and always bercakap menggunakan perkataan yang tidak kasar . And , tak melawan mak ayah . Actually ta penah sbb tkt kt mk n ayh . And , Bler pikir-2 kan blk , kejap nye mse berlalu . Haha . Hurmm . Sebulan jeh lagy . Takut pulak . Korang dah beli dah baju raya ? Warna ape ? Kasut raya ? Then , korang dah beli dah sume ? Lengkap dah ? Haha . Di bulan yang mulie ini , saya nak mintak maaf kalau ade silap dan salah . And . Most importantly ,


~ SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA ~


P/S : Ingat , kalau tak boleh puasa , jangan nak makan depan orang yang puasa . Dosa tahu !!